On the days when my words fail, I sit solo, in an empty corridor,
Abandoned by the rationals, Hardly visited by wayward bonkers, And seldom by random lost souls like me.
A canvas left blank hang lifeless in my one hand, partly due to the raging fire burning inside that tends to keep me busy, trying incessantly to bring it down;
Remaining by the scattered thoughts that have run around all the directions of my mind, I call them lost thoughts, the little sheep lost in the woods, unable to find its way back to the shepherd.
A pen stay idle on the other, bleeding tiny droplets of ink, the blue shade had turned into red; like tears of a widowed women, bleeding out the last drop of her innocence, blaming none and not even fate, losing her love to a war fought between unreasonable tyrants.
Similarly, my pen witnesses, a raging war between my reluctant mind and my obdurate self.
The writer in me writhes in pain, ruptured by the heavy chains that locks it down, Reaches out to me with a hushed cry, pleading to be freed , of the endless misery. My autocrat mind refuses to listen, fixates its blurred vision to the infinite, Nothing but the concrete wall at the end of the corridor and my eyes well up. Bereft of tears, I yearn to cry, remembering the days of grandeur,
a happy coexistence of the writer and the tyrant.